May 2012
Colon, capital D
I'm getting married this weekend!
ME!!! haha :D
The human mind is a funny thing with the ability...
I gained 6lbs since my last dress fitting...
AND I just binged again tonight.
AND it’s my final fitting tomorrow.
It’s not going to fit, is it? :(
When theres nothing to binge on, so you find...
Bully Mia.
She introduces herself to you with a smile and a glimmer of hope. She whispers promises in your ear to make you beautiful, confident, happy and strong. She offers you her hand and tugs you gently towards her. Dazzled by her sweet words, you take a clumsy step and find yourself entering her world.
Mia shields you from your reality with her fantasy. She twists you into her dreamland and makes you...
Be the minority. Be the minority. Be the minority....
There’s a reason 65% of bulimia sufferers don’t recover.
It’s fucking hard.
I don’t think I can be the minority…
Epic binge.
I don’t even enjoy it anymore. Crying most of the way through a binge is probably a sign that you seriously need to sort your life out.
My dash is looking kind of depressing this...
So I’m going to hit it with a massive amount of positivity…
day off: tumblr
need to study: tumblr
shitty weather: tumblr
wonderful and sunny weather: tumblr
plans with other people: tumblr
in class: tumblr
supposed to be sleeping: tumblr
on the bus: tumblr
the apocalypse: tumblr
during my own funeral: tumblr
tumblr: tumblr
tumblr isn't working: stare at tumblr until it does
The bravest thing I ever did was continuing my life when I wanted to die.
– Juliette Lewis (via felldownahole)
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Something of an epiphany:
Treatment for Bulimia initially works for 70% of sufferers with a relapse rate of around 50% within the first 6 months of recovery.
so: If half of 70% relapse (35%) and 30% NEVER recover, that makes the chance of long term full recovery… 35%.
I have little more than a 1 in 3 chance of full recovery. At first this made me angry, and I wondered why I should even bother trying.
But then I...
When you get stuck with the Bus driver who thinks...
Just STFU and take me to the relevant bus stop.
That is your job.