March 2012
This is a top secret sort of secret...
I feel pretty today.
“You’re telling me that in the… what…. 17 hours since we last had this conversation that you are suddenly cured, even though you can’t even sit still on that chair while you’re eating those grapes?”
—Yes. Yes I am. -.
“Standing calmly at the crossroads, no desire to run,
There’s no hurry any more, when all is said and done.” —
There’s no hurry any more, when all is said and done.” —
I am so bored that I have just deleted 797 emails.
Fact.
Questions about eating disorders?
Want to know more about recovery? How to help a friend? Just want someone to talk to?
Come and meet the community at www.anabites.com tonight on the site’s chat box.
Ask away :)
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Chat box on the site, 7pm UK time (Saturday 10th March.
http://www.anabites.com/WEBPROTECT-chat.htm
please reblog to spread the word to old and new members :)
Hello, My name is ED
And I have taken over your mind and body. I make you pace around your flat for hours on end, I make you eat only vegetables for lunch, I make you starve yourself until you feel dizzy and your stomach hurts from the pangs of hunger.
Why am I here, in your head? Only you really know the answer to that, but here I am nonetheless and you have a choice to make now. You can work with me or you can work against me. I can take you away from the reality of your life, and all that causes you stress and anxiety. I can give you something to focus on other than how low you feel, I can give you little feelings of achievement every time you lose weight, every time someone comments on how thin you’ve become.
I can also make you selfish, single minded, blind to logic, withdrawn and snappy. I can single handedly strip away every good thing in your life until all that is left is me, living in the shell that was once you. I will kill you if you let me. I don’t care about you, all I care about is destroying you.
The choice is yours to make though. I can protect you from the things that cause you anxiety, but will it be worth the ultimate price I demand you to pay?
