December 2011
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www.anabites.com is one year old on the 30th!!
12 months of pro recovery support, come wish us a happy birthday!!!!
“Another day of tears and pain
Lying here I’m going insane,
Fighting hard...”
– Nikki Grahame
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which would you prefer?
1) to remember this christmas as the one where you were so uptight about food that you couldn’t even have a nice time with the people who love you.
or
2)to remember this Christmas for the people you were with, the presents you gave and received, and the happy and relaxed atmosphere?
Because you don’t get to have both…
Survive Christmas in whatever way you can.
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Look out... overload of christmassy posts coming...
What if...
what if I got up tomorrow and ate exactly what I WANTED? Not what ED wants, not what I think I SHOULD eat, not what’s cheap or available to me right now… What would I eat? How many calories would it come to? Would my body REALLY ask for the food it needs to be healthy and balanced? I’m so used to ignoring it I don’t know if it even has a voice any more… I can...
I.FEEL.LIKE.DYING.
so I just announce it to the world of tumblr
hahaha
ps. NOT suicidal, just wouldn’t mind too much if I got hit by a bus or something right about now.
“My body is not a representation of my failures, sins, or mistakes. My body is...”
– Avoid Holiday Weight Shame — Ragen (danceswithfat)
We've had the shortest day of the year!
Brighter days, are quite literally to come!!! :D
“This is the weird aftermath, when it is not exactly over, and yet you have given...”
– Marya Hornbacher (via courageisgraceunderpressure)
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So, I got to thinking last night about life and death and all those things which come to your mind at stupid times of the night.
And it occured to me…
If I died today, would I be happy with the life I had lived up until this point? What would my last ever feeling about my life be?
I have spent too much time trying to be thinner, trying to change my body, worrying about how I look. For...
just had the most horrific dream…
Happy Thoughts: Top 5 Regrets of The Dying →
rswd:
1. I wish I’d had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me. This was the most common regret of all. When people realise that their life is almost over and look back clearly on it, it is easy to see how many dreams have gone unfulfilled. Most…
Good days
Waking up naturally at 8am and knowing you can lie there in bed until you’re properly awake. Then taking your time with your make-up, your clothes. Achieving something first thing - the laundry or sweeping the floor. Something to look forward to - a friend coming to go shopping with.
Wandering through town with your friend, just LOOKING at the pretty things and saying “After...
Trapped in my body and lost in my head.
So you want to kill yourself? Because no one cares...
ashamedaquarius:
doodleks:
theblackship:
Everyone need this on their blog
Reblogging in hopes that someone, somewhere, reads this and changes their mind.
EVERYONE MUST READ THIS.
This must be spread like ebola.
remember when we told our mom and dad that we wouldn’t talk to strangers on the internet
hallonkyss asked: You are admirable! I think you are so brave sharing your fight with us. It means so much for so many and especially young girls. You are a hero to me and I wish you the absolute best in life!! I'm sending you all the strength I have! Take good care and don't ever forget how precious you are! <3 /Paula
My Mother's epic topic changing skills -.-
Mother: You're looking skinny, are you starving yourself again?
Me: No Mum, I'm trying to eat right. It's hard though.
Mother: I'm sure it is.
Me: It's really hard, my head screams at me all the time.
Mother: Have you seen the Christmas present Tina at work got me?
Anonymous asked: I'm almost positive that my friend is anorexic or has some other ED. He's 15, his mom is schizophrenic and (from what I've he's told me) is pretty horrible to him. What do I do? I'm really worried.
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The "voice"
It’s very common for someone with an ED to talk about their disorder as if they are a separate person. Often, sufferers even “name” the disorder - “Ed”, “Ana” and “Mia” are very commonplace identities. Why do we do this?
If you have an ED, you may quite literally feel as if you are split in two. The voice in your head SOUNDS like you, it may...
afraid
trapped
vulnerable
lost
alone
depressed
hopeless
